Thursday, December 23, 2010

!!! You Are My Sanity !!!


When I breathe through your skin
It makes me want to live a lit bit every day
When I see through your eyes
It makes me want to believe the goodness of god’s ways

When you look me in the eye
I feel the universe in my heart collide
When you cuddle me in your arms
I feel in my veins the ocean’s calm

Your glowing smile is my light in this dark world,
I give you my heart, my soul; you materialize my dream world..!!

Written By: Ritika Patel

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

!!! Not God, Its The Karma That Speaks !!!


When things go wrong in your life, that’s the time when you realize who is really worth staying in your life and who are there for their own convenience. When in a relationship, it’s very important to "give" as much as you expect to "take" whether from your family, your relatives, your companion or your friends. This statement stands true for every relationship. If in case this balance between give & take expectations are not maintained and yet the relationship is going strong than basically its one of the person who ends up giving way too much than required and it will be safe and true to assume that the same person who is giving more than his share is bound to get hurt the most

I never complained when you forgot all what I did for you to shoo away your worries and frowns, it never mattered to me but it mattered when you forgot the friendship behind it. It’s amazing when things turn the other way around and you expect people to hold your hand so that you can bravely wait for your nightmare to end, more often than not you will find yourself alone staring in the dark wondering why, when you gave everything for them they left you alone in the most troublesome time of your life.
But your heart makes you understand that it’s not their responsibility to hold you if you are tripping all over. And so, you completely disregard the simple fact that they were never worth trusting but when you do realize it than all you could think of is erasing the person, that relationship and its memories from your life as if it never existed.

To be so ruthless, ignorant and selfish in a relationship only shows the lack of humanity in your very nature. What amazes me is that these inhuman people can give everything and act in any possible way to be known as “true friend”, “good soul”, or “having an amazingly saint like heart”.

One of all the things I believe in most is KARMA. I believe the “bad” you do the “worst” you get and the “good” you do the “best” you attract. And I believe equally in blissful ignorance of your own self being, will never let you stay in any relationship longer and this ignorance of self understanding and self flaws will let you inflict pain in the lives of all the people around you.

I removed myself quietly from the life of people with the partial understanding of their own self ignorance about themselves.  I understand to my cost that when people are living in the illusion of them being the superior being, no matter what you do to make them see the reality, it is only going to back fire upon you and only you. It’s best as I wrote earlier to quietly step out of "their" life and cut them out completely from "yours".

I was scared to believe another soul again until he came along and I understood now how very important it is for us to experience all the "good" and all the "bad". Because I got all the bad from the people I trusted the most now I receive the best from the person I didn’t even know I could trust so much.

Karma in the end is all your do’s and don’ts. 

Written By: Ritika Patel

 

Human's : Forever slaves of their emotions for as long as their existence will allow them to be ...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

!!! Love As You See It !!!


Love was "LOVE", When I loved you..!!!
Love was "LIFE", When you loved me.!!!
Love was "HEAVEN", When you kissed me.!!!
Love was "PASSION", When you touched me.!!!


Love was "DIFFICULT", When you wanted me.!!!
Love was "HURTING", When you left me.!!!
Love was "SUFFOCATING", When I wanted you.!!!
Love was "PAIN", When I saw someone else with you.!!!


Love was "PAST", When I tried to move on.!!!
Love was "ENTANGLING",When on your memories I stumbled upon.!!!
Love was "EVIL", When all I could do, but remember you in everything.!!!
Love was "FRUSTRATING", When our ways kept crossing.!!!


Love keeps "REOCCURRING", When I keep my self from you.!!!
Love is "TIRING", When I keep escaping it from the world.!!!
Love is "HEARTLESS". When it gave you someone but none to me.!!!
Love is "DEATH", When I made you non-existent for my world.!!!


Written By - Ritika Patel

Sunday, December 5, 2010

!!! Betrayal Love Jealousy: Part 2 !!!


The Groom -
I saw my whole life,Glistening in her eyes,
As she so elegantly walked down the aisle.
Glowing in the sunlight her magnificent white,
Standing ovation to the bride with their green sight.


It was the right thing to ask for her hand,
The moment I saw her she became my wedding band.
She was my most wonderful long lost friend,
And she fitted perfectly in my plan.

Love is what she had for me,
Shedidnt know, one wrong move,
And for three people it will be heart - breaking,
I cant show her that in this wedding I am just faking.

My eyes kept searching for my "Love",
This wedding is hurting more than she can show.
I wish I can hold her hand instead..
But against the tradition of my world I had to bow.


.........................To Be Continued........................

Written By: Ritika Patel


Monday, November 29, 2010

!!! Love Jealousy Betrayal: Part 1 !!!

The Unknown -
Staring at them from my veil
I saw my life swaying away
As they danced their way into the new life
Standing near their wedding cake
I saw her taking away the life that could have been mine..

Love has a funny way with the world
Relationships needs a definition in a word
How can I tell the world about my love?
When you and I don’t share any defined word

I see the pain I left in my past
When I stepped outside from their open world
And entered your disguised hut
You took over my soul and made us one

Now I will go & wait for the night
The only time when we can unite
I couldn’t stand her wedding white
I just want to embrace my green sight
If I had to cover our love red in distress
Fine!  I am ready to be called your mistress

…………………To Be Continued………….………

Written By: Ritika Patel 











Sunday, November 28, 2010

!!! Life as it Was !!!

Life seemed the best in the streets of childhood
I felt the purest covered with the dust playing under the wood
Nothing seemed important yet Everything was bigger than life
Situations and problems got over with just a smile...

Life seemed way too easy when they hold the strings
They took the decisions and the burden of the sting
Now as I entered the real game, from the very start
I knew I don't want to play and I will not Last...


Love was never too complicated
And loving someone was never so overrated
Caring came without questions
And easy was the flow of affection....

The innocence flew away faster than the light
Wings of freedom chained my life
I couldn't believe I waited for this life to start
Then why do I want to return to those streets of past...

Life seemed the best in the streets of childhood
I felt the purest covered with the dust playing under the wood !!

Written By: Ritika Patel


!!! I DO .... !!!



Warmth of winter breeze in your arms around me
Beautiful sounds of night in the words you speak
Twinkling of stars in your eyes as they look at me
You said Love and I smiled with a glee...


Support of life in your hands when they hold me
Glimpse of life I see and alive I feel as you hug me
Clouds of heaven I am in, when you make love to me
You said Commitment then Why did it make me wanna flee....


Written By: Ritika Patel


Saturday, October 23, 2010

!!! BIrthday Bash & BIrthday Blessings !!!



Blessed birthday wishes
From family and relatives
Wonderful gifts and delectable food
With loads of chocolates to chew!!


Rocking birth day wishes
From all the old friends and new
Smiles all around me
Feeling as new as morning dew!!


Beautiful birthday wishes
From near and far
Loved every moment of My Day
Can’t wait for another year to start!!


Happy birthday wishes
From posts, mails, scraps & phone
Oh my god!! I am so overwhelmed
I want to capture every moment before the day is gone!!


Birthday wishes so wonderful
Birthday blues of last year is vanished
I bow my head in front of the god
For giving me new memories to cherish!!


Written By - Ritika Patel


Saturday, October 2, 2010

!!! Fire & Ice !!!


Life doesn’t seem the same as it used to be
Meaning of love is lost in the practicality of my compromise
Why did I close my eyes when I could really see
Before you decided my destiny as you rolled the dice

I became the spectator of my own life’s show
You wrote the script without letting my part roll
I broke inside the boundaries of your decision
As you never required time for this transition

As I helplessly melted in the fire you broke
I looked around for something to turn me gold
But everywhere all I could see is your hatred heat
Even with my unconditional love, our story I couldn’t complete

You made me weep till I fell short of breath
Still in this darkness I again search for the light
Hoping I will find your traces or may be catch your sight

I curse my own foolishness
Aware of my icy existence I still search for your fire
Knowing we cannot exist together
I would rather be erased by you than by someone who doesn’t matter

When the show has ended long back
Why do you still hold the strings to my puppet soul?
Why do I still feel the irresistible pull?
Why my life doesn’t seem as it was before….
Why the meaning of life is lost in waiting for the end of this show….

Written By – Ritika Patel

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