!!! Betrayal Love Jealousy: Part 2 !!!

The Groom -
I saw my whole life,Glistening in her eyes,
As she so elegantly walked down the aisle.
Glowing in the sunlight her magnificent white,
Standing ovation to the bride with their green sight.


It was the right thing to ask for her hand,
The moment I saw her she became my wedding band.
She was my most wonderful long lost friend,
And she fitted perfectly in my plan.

Love is what she had for me,
Shedidnt know, one wrong move,
And for three people it will be heart - breaking,
I cant show her that in this wedding I am just faking.

My eyes kept searching for my "Love",
This wedding is hurting more than she can show.
I wish I can hold her hand instead..
But against the tradition of my world I had to bow.


.........................To Be Continued........................

Written By: Ritika Patel

!!! Love Jealousy Betrayal: Part 1 !!!

The Unknown -

Staring at them from my veil

I saw my life swaying away

As they danced their way into the new life

Standing near their wedding cake

I saw her taking away the life that could have been mine..

Love has a funny way with the world

Relationships needs a definition in a word

How can I tell the world about my love?

When you and I don’t share any defined word

I see the pain I left in my past

When I stepped outside from their open world

And entered your disguised hut

You took over my soul and made us one

Now I will go & wait for the night

The only time when we can unite

I couldn’t stand her wedding white

I just want to embrace my green sight

If I had to cover our love red in distress

Fine!  I am ready to be called your mistress

…………………To Be Continued………….………

Written By: Ritika Patel 

!!! Life as it Was !!!

Life seemed the best in the streets of childhood
I felt the purest covered with the dust playing under the wood
Nothing seemed important yet Everything was bigger than life
Situations and problems got over with just a smile...

Life seemed way too easy when they hold the strings
They took the decisions and the burden of the sting
Now as I entered the real game, from the very start
I knew I don't want to play and I will not Last...


Love was never too complicated
And loving someone was never so overrated
Caring came without questions
And easy was the flow of affection....

The innocence flew away faster than the light
Wings of freedom chained my life
I couldn't believe I waited for this life to start
Then why do I want to return to those streets of past...

Life seemed the best in the streets of childhood
I felt the purest covered with the dust playing under the wood !!

Written By: Ritika Patel

!!! I DO .... !!!

Warmth of winter breeze in your arms around me
Beautiful sounds of night in the words you speak
Twinkling of stars in your eyes as they look at me
You said Love and I smiled with a glee...


Support of life in your hands when they hold me
Glimpse of life I see and alive I feel as you hug me
Clouds of heaven I am in, when you make love to me
You said Commitment then Why did it make me wanna flee....


Written By: Ritika Patel

!!! BIrthday Bash & BIrthday Blessings !!!

Blessed birthday wishes
From family and relatives
Wonderful gifts and delectable food
With loads of chocolates to chew!!


Rocking birth day wishes
From all the old friends and new
Smiles all around me
Feeling as new as morning dew!!


Beautiful birthday wishes
From near and far
Loved every moment of My Day
Can’t wait for another year to start!!


Happy birthday wishes
From posts, mails, scraps & phone
Oh my god!! I am so overwhelmed
I want to capture every moment before the day is gone!!


Birthday wishes so wonderful
Birthday blues of last year is vanished
I bow my head in front of the god
For giving me new memories to cherish!!


Written By - Ritika Patel

!!! Fire & Ice !!!

Life doesn’t seem the same as it used to be

Meaning of love is lost in the practicality of my compromise

Why did I close my eyes when I could really see

Before you decided my destiny as you rolled the dice

I became the spectator of my own life’s show

You wrote the script without letting my part roll

I broke inside the boundaries of your decision

As you never required time for this transition

As I helplessly melted in the fire you broke

I looked around for something to turn me gold

But everywhere all I could see is your hatred heat

Even with my unconditional love, our story I couldn’t complete

You made me weep till I fell short of breath

Still in this darkness I again search for the light

Hoping I will find your traces or may be catch your sight

I curse my own foolishness

Aware of my icy existence I still search for your fire

Knowing we cannot exist together

I would rather be erased by you than by someone who doesn’t matter

When the show has ended long back

Why do you still hold the strings to my puppet soul?

Why do I still feel the irresistible pull?

Why my life doesn’t seem as it was before….

Why the meaning of life is lost in waiting for the end of this show….

Written By – Ritika Patel

!!! To Love is You .... !!!

Love is not Fair...... Since I Loved you I liked the unfairness of Life .....
Love is not Painless..... Since I Loved you I am in Love with this pain .....
Love is not being Alone ... Then how can I be in Love with this Loneliness ....


Written by - Ritika Patel

!!! It surely Is.. !!!

Life is surely funny ...

Where Misery and Failures is the sarcasm &
Hard work & Destiny are the catch lines ....
If you catch the "catch" lines you might have the last laugh
if you sulk on the sarcasm you might
never understand the humor behind it.

Written by - Ritika Patel

!!! Past .... Still not too Far !!!

Why when forgetting past relationships, either good or bad, all the reliability and trust ends with the end ofthat relation.

Every time people from your past tell tales about you it makes you wonder whether you should be trusting the relationship you are in at present or not.. 

Nobody can predict the life of a relationship, Nobody can vouch for its sustainability, but some people from your past relationships, even when out of your life, still can stop you from being yourself in your present relationships.

You share yourself innocently with people you trust and rely on. Same relationships when breaks and your innocence in used by the people from your past with out any second thought makes you an introvert in your all future relationships thinking or rather wondering who will be the next one using you till your innocence dies away and you become like others, I still wonder, I do wonder.... 


Written By - Ritika Patel - "In Disappointment"

!!! Love ...... is it???!!!

"Love" for me was always overrated. The need of being with someone all the time and when apart the constant wondering what your love is up to and where he is, what he is doing. The desperate feeling of immediately sharing a wonderful experience or news with him or the excitement of meeting him, when you wait for your wall clock to tick away to your desired time.

I remember laughing it off when I use to see others going through this, "what a terrible state of mind" use to be my reaction. And I completely dismissed these feelings of the ones who did felt the same with me. As I was more to them than they were to me. But I was never able to connect with them that deeply even though I stayed in the relationship sometimes for their sake sometimes for the sake of the useless habit of seeing them in my life day in and day out.

Ironically now finding myself in the same situation, I hear the distant laugh of the people, the ones who are already way ahead than me in this journey. Feeling, what I feel every second of the day for you, I cannot fathom why "love" should not be overrated.

With your presence in my life my past seems so lifeless. With your presence in my days my past days looks like a dark night. With your presence in my nights I never knew that darkness could be filled with shine. I can never say now I regret the time we saw each other on that first night.

As you take my hand I get pulled towards life. As you hold me I can feel freedom from the invisible bonds of my past. I wonder now, is this what they termed as "Love" & I wonder is it here to last. I asked you that day "what it is?" you replied almost spontaneously saying "Love, what else do you think" as you smiled that killing smile.

In your eyes promises I do see. In your words calmness and peace I do feel. In your presence the clouds from eclipse disperses leaving me to bath under the rays of your love. I wonder if this is the love I do feel I wonder is this the Love I did see. Sharing words with you is always comforting, I never knew sharing silence could be so fulfilling. Why in your arms I do feel complete. Why without you my days are so obsolete.

Why my heart churns every time I see your name on the incoming call, why I curse the night after biding you goodnight. I wonder how long I will be able to keep this; I wonder how long will it be when it will be your time to leave too.

Love, I understand why you hold me tighter in every meet whispering promises for keeping my clouds of confusion away till we bid. Baby, I understand why you flip when we are apart because you know my way too practical mind will be building dams over my feelings to stop them from pouring. But I want to ask you how can you understand that it’s your hold that is keeping me with you, Baby how could you understand it’s your care and understanding of my mind and soul that I am connected to you so deeply. You asked me that day "So, What do you think it is? As usual my confused soul and practical mind snapped back answering you with another question "Love......is it??? And we laughed together for the hundredth time.


Written By - Ritika Patel