Monday, May 31, 2010

!!! Sometimes it's just not worth it !!!

Flood of emotions is going through my mind as I try to pen this down. Rage so strong that I am scared my fingers will break the keys and my only way out of this bond. I don't know what should I write as my fingers pain to jot down every feeling I am going through.

Emotions: as simply they are spelled becomes as complicated when they are felt. I simply fail to understand the notion of people when they ruin the simplicity of an emotion by their cunning mind and ruthless approach. As their heart claims to be pure when their vibe is full of hatred and darkness.

A small gesture full of innocence and naive happiness is turned into a mistake of the day when you are being blamed for feeling it and even thinking about it. A simple act of recollecting old memoirs is turned into a pool of hatred.

You cant stop your mind from recalling few happy moments with a person who is responsible for few happy moments and many regrets of your life. And when you do stop it a "message" like "Miss you" can again mess with your head, but before you can reach to grab that light of hope your soul shouts the meaningless emotions behind those two words and you hold your ground strong again.

My heart aches when I feel the suffocation welling up inside me as I try to recollect few happy moments of every broken relationship in my life. Mind stops you from wasting your time and see the reality but heart keeps the hope alive telling you that "All was not bad". But you know deep deep inside your heart though it wasn't all bad but it was bad enough for you and with that your fingers slowly delete the "message" finaly moving towards deleting the memoirs of your few happy moments and many regrets.

Written By - Ritika Patel


  1. it really does hurt a lot.....more wen u try to recollect those lovely moments....n read d msg send by our beloved ones......every time d emotions stir up in my mind....i just try 2 run away frm dem....don't knw whether its right or wrong.....i just feel 2 let it go....n move ahead......

  2. Yes you are right but ... Sometimes letting go is so difficult ... one moment you think that you are over it and the other moment you find your self buried under it again !!!

  3. i think i saw this in some movie or maybe read in some novel i dont know, it went something like this,

    emotions and happiness are the only things i d rather not have now cuz they will hurt later. period.

    and as for relationships, stop the getting attached every time syndrome and everything will start working out. the world will seem a vaguely amusing place. really!

  4. @Raj .... Interesting lines ... Emotions and relationship comes to us as naturally as breathing or talking or walking ... You don't plan these things ... and as you said "The getting attached syndrome" well then ... we never invite diseases or syndromes or disfunctionality in our lives ... if they come .. they come on their own ... I wish if they could be controlled ... really ...!!
    Thnks for droppin by :)

  5. ritz..sweedy..this si life and believe me i am saying this cus i have my own share of history that has made me stronger and wiser...remember what does not kill you makes you stronger..

    and oh abt the post on my fight with G :) ohh beleive me if you get married to your best friend, nothing can make you happier :)

  6. ah i wish i cud delete such messages. wish i cud delete the past. its not there yet m afraid i'll run into it arnd some corner

  7. Emotions are really complicated, I suppose.
    They're so unpredictable.


  8. Love is all about getting attached to the someone special in your life. And when you part away from them, it gets really really tough. Its never easy to move on in a single stroke. Memories of cherished relationship faint too slowly. Everybody would say "Let it got". Its easier said than done. Rather I think one should be happy that once these moments where the reasons of happiness in life. Life will always teach you to move on.

  9. @MAyz: Hmmm .. there's no point in getting scared on somehting which might or might not happen but there is all the reason behind being prepared for something which might or might not happen....
    Thanks for dropping by. .. hope to see more of you :)

    @Leona ... So True I guess that is why they are so difficult to handle
    Thanks for dropping by .. hope to see more of you :)

    @vishal Raj ... I agree with you completely but the whole process of moving on and the whole process of fading away of memories can be so exhausting, difficult and painful..... sometimes things end so abrubtly that you dont even know wherther you should wait and mourn or you should just move on as abrubtly as it ended..!



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