As I stare outside my window at night
Your memories crawl through the light
As I walk aimlessly on a silent street
My ears are filled with our fighting screams
As my hand tap on my office keyboard
My eyes recalls all the E-mails & SMS we wrote
As I converse casually with my friends and colleagues
All I can hear is our endless conversations & laughing fits
As I eat, talk, laugh and try to be attentive
No one knows pretense & lies is my native
I drank myself to the ruthless night
To stop myself from praying for that one sight
As I constantly surround myself with people
Loneliness plunges in my heart deeper & deeper
As I moved towards his loving care and inviting eyes
Knife of comparisons compels all efforts to die
I tried to forget you in vain
As your love flows through my veins
Wherever I stare outside my window at night
Your memories come crawling through the light
Written By - Ritika Patel
