Suspended in the Lost Dimension

Sometimes I feel like I should write.

Just write. And keep writing.

But I feel my mind is empty

Devoid of emotions

Emotions which help phrase the words

I feel numb at the place where my brain should be

I read my old verse, and I cannot recognize or remember the girl who wrote them.

I feel numb

I feel a lot of things, none are healthy or positive

I feel like I am trapped in my mind, and there are no words in the dictionary which can release me.

I feel like I am stuck and my legs are rigid, I want to run, but I can’t move,

I want to fly, but I can’t move, I want to change but I can’t move

I just want to breathe but I can’t move

I want, I want, I want, but am unable to, something invisible has caught me,

And keeping me in a place which is neither beautiful nor peaceful.

I feel numb where I suppose to feel, and I feel too much where I am supposed to be numb.

Suspended in the lost dimension.