Only If !!!

It is so damn easy to say whats in your heart,

Only if it was this easy to Erase the Past.

Something That I Read .. !!!

Love is the world’s infinite mutability; lies, hatred, murder even, are all knit up in it; it is the inevitable blossoming of its opposites, a magnificent rose smelling faintly of blood.
                                                                        - by Tony Kushner, THE ILLUSION

Love Jealousy Betrayal (Part 3)

Part 1 -  Love-Jealousy-Betrayal Part 1
Part 2 - Betrayal-Love-Jealousy Part 2

The Bride-
For my big day, the world has come to celebrate
Strangers, friends & foes felicitate
Every one so solemnly believed
it’s the bride's delight that they see

White is perfect to hide the dark
Money is perfect to hide the Past
Lie is perfect to hide the secret
& Smile is perfect to hide the Plan

One's abandoned by this very society
They embrace me now for my husband's dignity
He sees me with hopes and dreams
I give the look back without any hint

He interests me the least, he didn’t know that
I wanted the glory the status and the acceptance I never had
He was the perfect Pawn in the game
I will take it all the position, name & fame.

Written By - Ritika Patel

!!! Sweetness of Nothingness !!!

Did you ever hear a phrase like “The sweetness…of doing nothing” and find yourself pondering on it for endless minutes. You wake up every morning, run your errands, go through your routine, work, workout, meet friends, do night outs & spend time with family. Some may say it is the ideal day spent and yet it feels like an idle day spent.

When day after day you fail to even have a single minute to spare, and yet in the end, it feels as if you have done nothing. It’s the feeling equivalent to the feeling you have, when you do everything right and yet everything feels wrong. When on one of the finest day of your life you sit by the window and find yourself feeling gloomy, and you spent the rest of the time sitting their thinking … Why are you feeling gloomy?

What do you do with these feelings, more often than not you just put them in the smallest box in your brain and keep pushing them down till it stop resurfacing.But will it stop you from feeling disconnected from the surroundings, from your chosen path, from..you? Does this disconnection lead you to the feeling of nothingness?

The other day I was conversing with a friend from South Africa, and I don’t know when the casual conversation took a spiritual turn & there was mentioning of a word “curiosity”, which is creating ripples in my mind. Curiosity could be dealt with knowledge, but how can you deal with curiosity when you don’t know what kind of knowledge you are seeking, is it spiritual or is it humane.

This lack of know how about yourself leaves you with the big void somewhere at the center of your being, that nudges you every single day to do something about it, but you keep neglecting it not because you are scared to address its existence…. Ok may be you are scared a little… but majorly because you have no idea what to do about it, where to start, what will fill it, or make it go away….

It’s like you know you are drowning but you can’t figure out a single reason as to why you need to start paddling…. Somewhere down the road you become so comfortable with the feeling of drowning that you forget how to be any other way in your life.

Curiosity is, in great and generous minds, the first passion and the last.
- Samuel Johnson
 

Written by  –  An Explorer “Lost as it may seem to you, only by living it you may find it”

!!! Turning the Forgotten Pages !!!

Love; Sometimes it stay, sometimes it fades away, sometimes its snatched, other times it gets destroyed, sometimes you fall out of it, and other times it simply cease to exist.

But helplessness is what you feel when it comes to deciding whether you should give your hundred percent in your next relationship, scared is what you feel to be vulnerable again and allow someone to be close to you.

I wonder then why should it stop us from being "Our Self", nothing stays forever, even the strongest of love changes gets mature and become something even more beautiful, why cease to hope then and why stop ourselves from taking this beautiful though turbulent journey yet again.
As I believe there is no other way to be in a relationship then being hundred percent involved in it and any calculative approach towards it is just waste of time, you rather not be in a relationship then being in one and keep thinking should you give more or should you give less.

If life has been harsh, if love has hurt too much, if the trust was betrayed way too many times, if the traces of past still makes you cry your self to sleep at times, don't worry, its a phase it will pass, the light will shine again and eclipse will be over ..... flow with the moment ... because we are not meant to live without love.......then..... why try the other way?

Because for better or for worse but surely - Nothing Lasts Forever

Old Pages:-
 Nothing Last Forever
Better Evil  

!!! I Write !!!

Writing is my identity, and a escape from it.

!!! Dreams on Wings !!!

Smell of the damp leaves of Gulmohar
Dusk is my favorite flavor
The moon gets brighter as long as I stare
Feeling a bit more alive today

Emotions feels too cold to hold
World around, wraps you warm
Feeling the air between my fingers
Sitting in car I drove to nowhere
& moon gets brighter as long as I stare
Feeling a bit more alive today

Softness of earth beneath the feet
Harsh breeze caressing my cheeks
Every word resonating the soul
Every note a little more musical
& moon gets brighter as long as I stare
Feeling a bit more alive today

Days a little too blinding
Afterglow regenerates the lost
Smile is little broad
Nights a little too short
The moon gets brighter as long as I stare
Today it grew wings and flared
Flew away with my dreams on its feathers

Leaving me feeling a bit more alive !

Written By - A Dreamer














 

Aloofness leads to Awareness

It’s never easy to understand the reasons behind the wrong happened in your life. It is almost next to impossible to justify the injustice that you have to endure, especially when you are sure from your heart and soul that you did wrong to none. That is the stage of your life when you try to understand the workings of Karma from every ounce of your soul.


If you are not a believer of Karma you may get offended of what I am going to write next. Karma does exist and it works in the funniest way possible. If someone has done wrong to you, do not wait to see if things are going good or bad with them, today or tomorrow they will suffer by the hands of fate and their karma, but before you smile reading this , let me tell you the same applies to every human being on this earth, which includes you and me all the same.

When Karma rolls on the ones who did wrong to you, it works most subtly and it’s a good possibility that you would never know if your bully ever got punished or not, at least not until you yourself learn to leave the past and move ahead.

Karma never comes with a showdown, because if it does come “announcing” its arrival and “declares” your revenge – you will never learn to accept, you will never learn to move forward and most importantly you will never learn to forgive.

It keeps you aloof to make you more aware……. aware of yourself.

Written By – Ritika Patel

!!! Words are all there is !!!

In this world...

Beauty is not the nature, not the trees, not the birds, nor their songs

Beauty is not the serene lights, not even the lovers sight

Beauty lies in the "Words" that describes them..

Best thing happened to this world was, will and always be... "Words"

The creators & The Destroyers

Written By - A Thinker

Love As I Know It

Quotes Credit - Rumi

A life without love is a waste. “Should I look for spiritual love, or material, or physical love?”, don’t ask yourself this question. Discrimination leads to discrimination. Love doesn’t need any name, category or definition. Love is a world itself. Either you are in, at the center…either you are out, yearning.
  - Shams Tabrizi

I started reading Rumi a couple of months back. The Idea of love rumi felt and expressed was the kind of "Love" I found worth Yearning for...

In this new age the meaning of "Word" is lost in BBM messages and FB status, the words are out of our fingers even before the heart process their need and hence the reason of numerous break ups and unstable commitments ...

My love story is the story of hope..... hope of finding the old school romance, the first sight love still existing in this modern age university of materialism...

Because this is the only type of love i know... unconditional & helpless !

Ritz...