We dont belong together,I am aware
Neiher do we share any strings that can pull us back
How strange once connected with our souls
Now apart, as we were never together..
Leaving you is the wisest move of my history
As you only used me always, I am aware
But still sometimes its your and only your memories
That can put me to sleep in rutheless nights...
Now I am using you, are you aware???
In between florescence of reflecting lights
like the sun plays around the sea shore
I could feel your aura as you entered the door
In between that deafening music
I could hear your breathing
And my friends teasing
Under that domed roof our eyes met for the first time
Like magnets desperate to end friction between them
I walked towards you as you did towards me
Losing myself In the trance of your magnitude
I moved with your every move
Your hands around my waist
Closing my eyes to feel your taste
Lost in the Ecstasy of the night
May be it was love at first site
or the convenience to escape the dark light
We lost each other in our first site
And tried finding the way back all the following nights
Restless soul of mine wandered around
When you tried to hold me as I shattered after every round
We shared our childhood holes
Some complete and incomplete dreams
The people who broke us
The friendships that ruined us
The love that remained away
And companions that never crossed the way
You gave me everything, you said
With my silence you looked away
I am too broken I said
Can you give me the friendship I craved
Can you love me so bad that I can forget
Can you mend my soul so that I stop looking for the missing pieces
and the ones that i lost along the way
I am too broken I said
Stay away or you would find yourself destroyed
Your hold got tighter and your kiss wilder
And I felt the peace in my restless soul...
Life changed, Meaning of renascence I understood now,
Relationship I Reaped, Meaning of sowing I understood now,
Diminishing Restlessness, Meaning of peace I understood now,
Surrounded Happiness, Meaning of prayers I understood now
You are to me, as hunger is
For a kid starved for a century
You are to me, as thirst is
For pedestrian fooled by mirage in desert county
You are to me, as belonging is
For an orphan by destiny
You are to me, as love is
For a vacuous soul like me….
Disgusted from my heart
With this natures virtue of life
As I stood in the line
Waiting for my share of Shine
I live with the rules of my nurturing
Morals I walked on, clutching
Dreams I believed on, hoping
Relationships I worked on, Trusting
All shattered with a deafening thud on my "Life's" Ground
As I waited for My Stars to Shine Down..
As I walked on the edge of destiny
Hands clutched me on this ride, so topsy & turvy
I cannot fathom the price they asked in returned
Because of them now I shun my heart, so broken
Laughing memoirs of happiness and warmth,
Reflected through the tear I dropped on my broken crown
As I waited for My Stars to Shine Down
Continued to walk aimlessly
Awareness lost in the illusions of reality
Offering insolence, grudging over my destiny
Hoping for courage to avenge for life's cruelty
I gainsaid the god's game asking for a showdown
As I waited for My Stars to Shine Down
Those hands asked for a filthy price
They supported me once but now they made me fall
Blinding me as they flaunted their own shine
I never invaded others dream
I never questioned others sheen
Then Why, when I am in the dark alley
They flaunt their meaningless trophy
When my heart only prayed for them to win the crown
In front of them they expect me to bow
When I still await my Stars to Shine down
Stabbing pain in heart, life so impossible
Burning tears, vision so impossible
Choked throat, speech so impossible
Broken strength, Faith so impossible:
For my Life to gain the Momentum..
For the Light to show me the Direction..
For the Reasons behind the Broken Relations..
For Explanations behind Failed Initiations..
For Dusk that never reached the Dawn
As I still wait for My Stars To Shine Down....
Wake up and keep moving,
You don’t know how to loose
Then don’t try to find out “how”
Move on, the path is long
And you have me all along
Wake up and keep fighting
End the fight don’t end yourself
Wipe the sweat and the tears
Make room for the laugh lines
Fight – up, the path is long
And you have me all along
Wake up and keep the faith
Good moments are over
So, will be harsh times
You never counted the minutes in happiness
Then stop counting seconds of the sadness
Keep the faith; I know the path is long
But you do have me all along
Wake up and open your eyes
Let me know you feel me when I touch
Let me see the twinkle in your eyes
Let me be the charm of your smile
Let me hear the music in your voice
Let me have you just one more time…
Wake up; it’s us against this disease
Don’t let your determination
Cease to exists
Wake up; it’s me to hold you tight
Hand in hand we will end this fight
I know the path is tough and long
My love, I will be there all along
I took my first step holding your hand , I read my first letter sitting on your lap, I cried my first tears on your shoulder, First time I rode bicycle keeping faith in you, I first stepped out of home seeing the belief in your eyes, I stood up from my first failure taking your support, I celebrated my every success because you applaud me, believed in me and loved me unconditionally. You are my guide, My support, My strength, You are my father, Happy Father's Day PaPa!!
