!!! Living in Delusion !!!

Life beyond the reach of dreams
Night conquering Light
Gravity become friends with destiny
How much more self denial one could endure
Your blissful ignorance has no cure

Story of two friends long ago
One alone, other lonely
defying the rules of trust and loyalty
Thunderstorm hits, destiny rolls the dice
Blissfully ignored loneliness, trails in delusion
Aloneness walks out, understanding solitude as solution

Seasons passed,
Aloneness turned into strength, soul, & Self
Loneliness still in denial, looks for answers cursing aloneness
Being alone world is beautiful, loneliness veils on the meaningful

Aloneness looks for companionship. truly
Lonely runs after love, itself being unworthy
Loneliness survive on convenience of moment
Aloneness embraced past & present
Knowing Loneliness try to create its extinction
It still persist embracing all that comes within its creation…

Loneliness in delusion, pride itself on conquering all
Aloneness smiles asking only this much
“Where is life in your world, so shunned ?”

Written By: A Creator

!!! Accept or Reject : Yet it Stays !!!

I don't Worry nor I Pray ..
Because if you haven't got one you don't the need the other.

I don't Love and Regret ..
Because if latter comes the former was never there.

I don't Decide and Wonder ..
Because neither can exist in the presence of other.

I don't Sin and Redeem ..
Because my soul denies to be faithful to both.

I don't forget nor I forgive ..
Because humans aren't made to live without memories.

I neither Accept nor Reject ..
Because neither of the two could erase the existence of the matter.


Written By : A Human

!!! Incomplete Till Eternity !!!

In the haste of living our life every moment, we skip the moments filled with life behind. In the haste of finding success, we leave the small but important achievements behind. In haste of moving ahead of everyone, we leave our companions and support, behind. In the haste of finding the Mr Right, We fail to acknowledge the Mr “Right Now” around. In haste of making things right, we often forget to skip the wrongs in our life.

Funny whenever we are at acme of situations, there is always something to look back and regret. Whenever we hold something important instead of pride, we experience a void for the absence of what we left behind. Every time I get associated with a relationship, success, companions in life a part of my heart serves to it completely, as I am an extremist in many matters. Later, when broken, failed or damaged, although my resilience makes me move forward after the loss, it feels that a part of my heart is left behind in that moment of grim.

Surrounded by the most great full luxuries, parents, partner, and friends in my life and enjoying the success long due. As he holds my hand with immense love in his sight, he can feel the void of missing pieces in my heart, though long forgotten and well ignored, they still needles at times of great euphoria. Whenever I laugh and celebrate the moments of life there is piece of me stuck in mourning the loss, whenever I smile with all my heart there is a curve beneath the laugh lines embedded to feel the pain of the void.
 
Written By: A Thinker

!!! Love Unbowed!!!

I love you, I have always loved you;
It doesn't mean commitment,
Neither does it mean fulfilment
It doesn't mean we are here to stay,
Neither does it mean I will stop you from going disarray

To love was you, Love is to you;
It doesn't mean I take you now and forever,
Neither it has stopped you from hurting me ever
It doesn’t mean giving humiliation on convenience,
Neither does it mean I lack resilience

Love so pure; Love to Lure;
It doesn't mean responsibilities and expectations,
Neither does it mean aloofness and ignorance
It doesn't mean you were godsend angel,
Neither does it mean you will be cared by me ever

I loved you, for once, truly you;
It doesn't mean you were allowed to value it any less than me,
Neither does it make you a honest, superior being
It doesn't mean the act of evil could be forgiven
Neither does it mean I will acknowledge your existence

I loved you, keeping in me for eternity;
It means, the only thing made you worthwhile ....was "Me"!!!

Written By: Ritika Patel

!!! Forever Buddies !!!

When in distress, I cried on your shoulder
When in confusion, I looked up to you to nod, when right
When happy, you would be the first I searched in the crowd
When being demeaned by the whole world,
Your courage drove me up to the town

When tears rolled down uncontrollably
Your soothing eyes and caressing words wiped them off from the roots
When my heart crashed every time with the spectators blow
You came in the arena to protect me from every blow

Your support like an iron fence
Your words filled with motivation
Your embrace like a warm cocoon
Your faith in me like it belonged
Your tolerance with my long hour cribbing
Your enthusiasm for what I am achieving
Your laugh, tears and suggestions
Your philosophy, wisdom or Pj’s
Your initiative for my happiness
Your Corrections for my blunder

My Soulful Companion, My Guard, My Critic…
My Play, My Anger, My Celebration, My Solitude
My Best Buddy …… My Best Friend….

Written By: Who do you think !!!

"Dedicated to all who read this and their friends ... Keep your friends close .... Life in Lifeless without them .... Cherish them and Value them"

!!! Smile that Shines !!!

"When you look back at your life,
 Most amazingly you smile
 Only when you rethink of the times
 When life acted crazy deviating from the line
 Only those moments can bring the smile that shines... "


Written By : Ritika Patel "In Happiness"

"Image taken from Fogline Photo Blog "

!!! Numbness !!!

Earlier it use to happen sometimes
Holding the pen numbly staring at my dairy
Which then used to hold the perspective of my life
Now, I just numbly stare at the laptop screen
As my fingers await to punch the right keys
As my body just takes a pause and my thoughts
Running in a frenzy waiting for me
To catch hold of at least one of them ….
but my body refuses the existence of my mind and soul !!!
It feels like sometimes I leave the clutch of my life way too soon
That It keeps jerking specially when I desire to win the race !!!

Written By : Ritika Patel

!!! Soulless !!!

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Yes I do not have any conscience,
Nor I have any good and bad in me
Because my "God" gave souls to all but me...

Written By : Ritika Patel

!!! Miss You !!!

Reels of memoirs, scattered in a corner of my room
Covered with the dust of ignorance,they will be getting decayed soon
Scared to touch and relive those,
I turn around or just keep my eyes closed
I bet sometimes I hear them screaming for my attention,
But I do keep running away from that time, which surely was not a boon

Crystal moonlight sneaks from a corner of my window
I cover myself with the sheets while I sleep and bury myself inside it so low
Scared to let that glow touch my sight
And relive those moments we lived in love under the full moon nights

Ruthless sun burn my soul making me remember the way you hugged
Mornings are the hardest as I used to wake up in your arms, tugged

Noon’s aren’t better either, now I can go hungry for days
Remembering how we cooked for each other
Served whatever best we could manage on the trays

But Time, above of all has triumphed over my hatred
It made me weep for someone like you, who genuinely cared
Because it put me through the hardest thing of missing you
It is the one who brought you and then took you away, still
Now I believe when someone wise once said….
Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupil

Written By : Ritika Patel - Come Soon !!!

!!! Only If ..... !!!

My heart straggles away to a wonder land
Land, I know nothing of, Land with no identity
I have started missing it more than I ever want to
Only If I could give it more constancy and serenity

I lavishly stride my way with these earthly sumptuosities
And I keep ignoring its hollow breathing
My guards, raised to protect me from the world
Gradually Turned into barricades trapping my raw soul
Only if I know when the heart broke and how to make it whole

I dance to the rhythm of worldly emotions
I become deaf to its pleads, devoid of my attention
Veil of my stature has started engulfing my existence
I become blind to its tears, covering my insane excogitation
Only if I know What I was and What I have become...

Written by : My Restless Soul